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Artist: Wreckers
Song: Lay Me Down
Album: Stand Still, Look Pretty
You let me in 'cause after allit seemed like the right thing to do
Oh ohI closed my eyes and let you fall
I wonder what you could possibly know about breaking down that door
Its been a while Since I begged for anything
but now I want more
So lay me down
I'm lonely
Oh oh You don't understand me
And you never even tried to anyway
I hear you say, "Its not the same.I'm sorry, its something I just can't explain"
So shut your mouth and hold me close
We both know its better then being alone
I don't mind killin time as long as I can see it in your eyes
So lay me down
I'm lonely Oh oh
You don't understand me
And you never even tried
If wanting you is wrong then I'm wrong I'll admit it
Time after time you realize you don't mean it
So lay me down
I'm lonely Oh oh
You don't understand me
And you never even tried
I'm sorry
Lay me down
I'm lonely
Lay me down
You don't understand me
And you never even tried to anyway
Thursday, July 31, 2008
My first Post
I am not sure why I want to bloq. I have this need to be honest and open with myself. I guess what better way to do that, then to post my life on a first basis account here on the world wide web. There is something about the internet, where you think people can not know who you are but in fact everyone can see, read and learn more then you would think. I get that, and in a way that might be easier.
So here I am....for all to see...strange.
I do have some rules though. I plan to be open and honest about my daily struggles and triumphs but I don't want to "talk" about them in real life. With that I mean, if you read something on here that you want to talk to me about...ask me...but only here. I do not want to talk about it on the phone or in person, ok - I still need to feel like I have that wall of safety that hides what I feel around me - This is my attempt at bringing that wall down, but on my terms.
In ways this has been the darkest year of my life that I have ever known, and inside I feel that NoOne gets that. But on the flip side of that I had my son, who has brought the biggest smile of life to mine....what an oxymoron that is.
Ok well, I am going to ponder my thoughts now and come back when I can put them to words.
So here I am....for all to see...strange.
I do have some rules though. I plan to be open and honest about my daily struggles and triumphs but I don't want to "talk" about them in real life. With that I mean, if you read something on here that you want to talk to me about...ask me...but only here. I do not want to talk about it on the phone or in person, ok - I still need to feel like I have that wall of safety that hides what I feel around me - This is my attempt at bringing that wall down, but on my terms.
In ways this has been the darkest year of my life that I have ever known, and inside I feel that NoOne gets that. But on the flip side of that I had my son, who has brought the biggest smile of life to mine....what an oxymoron that is.
Ok well, I am going to ponder my thoughts now and come back when I can put them to words.
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